A Passover miracle

A Passover miracle

Ben Bridge

By Lian Caspi, Special to the Jewish Sound

“SAVE ME, OH LORD” are the words that are boldly painted on the back of the bouncing van in front of us. That’s not far from what I’m thinking. Dearest God, it’s not enough that you brought the Jews out of Egypt for Passover. Please bring Lian safely out of Ghana too. I think this Passover, I may have exhausted my lifetime quota of personal Passover miracles.

I hadn’t realized just how important having somewhere to celebrate Passover was until a few days before the first seder night. I was sitting on the floor of my room, watching the sweat make perfect little droplets as it dripped from my face to the ground, when a little pouty mental voice crept into my mind and said, “But I don’t WANNA celebrate Passover alone!” This genuinely surprised me, as I’ve been extremely satisfied with and purposefully making room for alone time this year, be it a solo hike or an evening where I take myself out on a dinner date. But it turns out that one of the most important parts of Judaism for me is the community, having shared rather than personal traditions. So I did some research. I’m open to contrary evidence, but I’m pretty sure that I am currently the only Jew in Togo. In other words, no Israeli embassy, no sign of Jews — expats or Togolese — anywhere on the Internet. No Jews. So I contacted the Israeli embassy in Accra, Ghana and procured the information for the seders (two!) in Accra. I’d heard that it was tricky to get a visa upon arrival for Ghana, but I figured I’d give it a shot.

Lian's first-night seder in Accra, Ghana.

Lian’s first-night seder in Accra, Ghana.

Monday morning my friend picked me up on his motorcycle and we sped an hour and a half through the forest to the nearest Ghanian border, dredlocks (his) and semi-dreds (mine) flying behind us in the wind. At the border, security guard number two said there was no way without a visa and that I’d have to go to Lome. Security guard number one was playing a virtual soccer game on his computer with his feet on the table. My friend joined him.

Then back through the potholes we sped, to where I joined a shared taxi to Lome, the capital of Togo (a two-hour drive away). At the border, the bulky security guard explained that unless I wanted to pay quite a few hundred dollars, I would have to go to the embassy and get a visa. No problem. Motorcycle taxi to the embassy, which was, of course, closed. So there I was, sitting in front of Palm Hotel (the only landmark I know in the city), crying to Mom and Dad on the phone. First they gave sensible advice: “Maybe it’s just meant to be. Go treat yourself to a nice dinner and hotel, shower with running water, think about Passover in a quiet, personal way.” Then they gave the advice I wanted: “Just go to the border and see what you can do again, and worst case, budget some of the grant toward Passover.”

Back at the border, I was approached by a man wearing a Stalin-style mustache and a sneaky glean in his eyes. I followed him to a back office where he explained: If I wanted to slip money into four or five big men’s pockets, then I could pass. It was as easy as that. He would give me his number and upon my return, make sure that my passport was stamped back into Togo.

Three hours later, I barged into a well-lit room in the middle of Accra, Ghana with a long white table and 40 smiling people singing tunes of my childhood. I took two minutes to take a few deep breaths in the bathroom, change my clothes, marvel at the running water and mirror, and emerged. I don’t think I stopped grinning the whole seder. I’ve never felt so thankful to be surrounded by familiar songs, books, stories, and to be eating matzoh ball soup! That night I slept on the couch of one of the lovely seder-goers, whom I joined for the second seder the next night.

I’d been feeling a little bit guilty about my recent cravings for familiarity. Why couldn’t I share Passover with my Togolese friends? Explain what Passover and Judaism was to them? I could have, it’s true. And it may have been the more righteous thing to do. But the truth is, that every day is an experience of trying to explain myself, my weird culture, habits and language. This Passover was about allowing myself to want familiarity, about not judging, and criticizing myself for wanting some of my own culture.

I pretended to sleep in the shared car the whole way back to the border so that no police officer would do a random passport check. At the border, mustache man stamped my passport, asked for “something to chop” (some money) and then for my hand in marriage.

I agreed to his first request.

This article is excerpted from Lian Caspi’s Musical Travels blog. Lian, who grew up in Bellevue and recently graduated from Whitman College, is traveling the world on a Watson Fellowship to study and engage in music therapy in such places as India, Nepal, Peru, and, currently, Kpalime, Togo.

 

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